Just updating!

Well its been awhile since I updated!. Things are going well. Still missing my nan :( We went to Canberra to get my mind of things and we stayed with a wonderful friend and we had such a good time! Was wonderful to get away! Ryley is going well and is so cheeky and adorable and I can't believe how I can love someone that little so much. He just melts my heart and I just love his laugh and he is talking so much. Door, ball, bath, nan and of course mum mum mum! Lol.

TAFE is going well and I finish my Certificate III in Business Administration (Medical) course next Friday and I start my Pathology course next Wednesday and cannot wait to do it! Also got Ryley into a childcare as I rang places and a friend suggested the one her son goes to and they had a place! So very happy!

Also got myself a iTouch and I love it! Maybe not a iPhone but its better than nothing! I love the apps and everything! Well that's it from me!

My nan :(

My beautiful 89 year old nan and Ryley's great nan has passed away :( She had a infection that went to her bladder and kidneys and her body just shut down. She didn't want anything to be done and just want to kept comfortable and peaceful.

The phone rang and I just knew it was the CALL. I saw my dad's face and I just knew that she has gone to a better place. So sad really as her daughter my aunty is coming to Australia to be with her and she lands tomorrow and now she won't be able to see her :( I am so glad that Ryley got to meet his great nan. I am glad I finally reunited with her after 20 years after some family feud and we got to see her before she did passed away. I will miss her and I am happy to know that Ryley has his grandparents around. My nan was the last one around out of the grandparents and I miss them all terrible. I am so sad and its so hard to see my dad to cry as well as he hardly ever does. Its such a sad day for all of us.

R.I.P Nanna Frieda